OH CRAP. tmr's national juniors, and wth am i scared for. i'm scared scared scared, don't know why. D: ahhh help!!
sigh. hope that the time would pass fast enough, that way it won't really kill me. i hope.

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training was super duper extremely tiring today, sigh wth.
the june hols are here (: hehe yayy! training everyday though. D:

national junior's soon. few more days to it! hope i do my pb (:
anw ytd's open house was kinda fun. but tiring of course, helping out at registration was back breaking. haha from 1030 til 4 we were there! but it started at 1230 actually, and i escaped for a break in the middle of it heehee. the principal's talk was supposed to end at 330, but it was damn long la! so immediately was the trial. really really tiring, but the students were worst than us. muahahah they had to run 50metres, then broad jumps twice, hurdles twice and 600m (: i was in charge of group 3. YAY GROUP THREE!-.- but i kept forgetting whether mine was group two or three.
after open house went to dylan's house. his birthday. i was really tired so didn't participate much, sorry.
ahh there's a trial during training tmr D: still scary i tell you.
byebye goodearlynight (:

YOU. argh now i don't feel like saying it. well! tmr! SCHOOOOOOOL-O.

ehh yay in com lab now supposed to do the science thingy but i'm not. cos i finished alr? haha. aw man the bell just rang. :/ byebye. can't wait to get back home!

not everything has a happy ending.
i don't want him to leave. why does he have to leave! ): i know it's part of our fault, the other 1/4's cos it's for us. i'm really sorry, i really am. and i think that that it's your last decision, final. goodbye, you've been really good to us.
things aren't really going that well for now. i need God's guidance to help me through (: i needta pull myself together too, i can't go on like this can i. but it's real tough.
i have school tmr, cause the school made our holiday for tmr to be on last friday, which sucks. it isn't fair.
life's like that, really. there's ups, and downs. apparently, i feel like i'm at the down part now, idk why, don't ask, thanks.
GAHHHH training tmr morning, so i'll have to drag myself outta bed again ):

UGH. camp's now but well, here i am. i wasn't feeling that good last night so i went back. and the doc doesn't know what's wrong with me and so it's retarded being at home and not at camp. i should've gone to the chalet for the trackers from other schools now butbut, i can't go then spread the germs, well, that is, if my sickness' the type that can spread. i wanna go back to camp! i wasn't exactly looking forward to it but, i'm the type that won't wanna go back or anything once it starts, i'll just want to finish the whole thing. AND GUESS WHAT. my phone, ipod, wallet, etc is still with them. wth sad la. cos we had to surrender our electronic devices, valuables and all to them, to have a more conductive environment, that's what they said, and worse- i'll only get them all back on monday when i get back to school, while the other campers get them back tmr when camp finishes. arghh. i can't live without them you know, really. so.. HELP!
i haven't wrote about the nationals have i? guess i forgot. uh. track was okay. kinda tough but it was not bad. 1500m was 5th, 800m was 8th. i wanna try break the record next year so i've gotta jiayou! haha(:
swimming was.. undescribable. heehee cos dropped 2secs for 100m breaststroke (my pb was done in training!) and 100m back got disqualified. sad huh. but still, for back i dropped 5secs off my pb. buck up nic. JUST DO IT.
OHH and i'm never gonna talk about getting DQed before my events anymore. that topic is real bad luck. ]:< NAOMI, SAW THAT. don't ever bring up that topic, else.. ! (:
huh. oh well i have to accompany my mum to watch tv now, so, it ends here (:

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