not everything has a happy ending.
i don't want him to leave. why does he have to leave! ): i know it's part of our fault, the other 1/4's cos it's for us. i'm really sorry, i really am. and i think that that it's your last decision, final. goodbye, you've been really good to us.
things aren't really going that well for now. i need God's guidance to help me through (: i needta pull myself together too, i can't go on like this can i. but it's real tough.
i have school tmr, cause the school made our holiday for tmr to be on last friday, which sucks. it isn't fair.
life's like that, really. there's ups, and downs. apparently, i feel like i'm at the down part now, idk why, don't ask, thanks.
GAHHHH training tmr morning, so i'll have to drag myself outta bed again ):