Byebye ): off to stupid check in!
I really wanted to post about ytd and today, but it's too late cos the time for checking in for the lower is 6 to 8 and upper is 8 to 10, and now's 730.
I guess it's back to school now, groannn. no fun. Can't wait for another round of holidays though (:
Okay, I'm no superwoman, but I have 7 plus bags to carry. Oh nooo.

:) smilesmile :DD

"all right, who invited boss lady this time?"
Haha super funny, I'm watching this rented movie and blogging at the same time, how cool is that huh. (: hehe.
Man, school starts on monday and check in starts on sunday evening. sigh, how fast did the holidays pass by? Too fast till I couldn't catch up with it. I'm only looking forward to school but not class. Probably mostly everyone feels the same I think. Haha now I can't wait for december! :D
sigh. Class? Class! class class class. Back to old ordinary boring classes and school. bleh, and chinese class. sitting next to, ahem, jinglong (big groan) it's like, omg, die la! ruin my chinese class also, lucky I have an "accomplice", haha so it's not that tough. Always arguing, wth for also la. But I remember camp when I first started an arguement too, yeahh and I owned him hehe! plus class= Lao shi being angry most of the times, mr ho giving us that lame leaving pass if we're naughty or whatever -.- haha and mr kwok being called mr ho, HAHAHAH! But I think, I'm looking forward to school like, 55% (;

HAHAHAHA!

Sorry that was nothing.
Lol. aw man I really think I'm weird.
sometimes, I think life's too boring for me, I get restless. That, is not good.
sighhh, I'm into sigh mode now, don't ask me why. but I know that it's really bad cos it was bad the last time it happened. Well.
Tsktsk whoa I'm really sorry, I'm talkin rubbish.
Lalala.
I don't like h1n1. makes me feel a lil scared now, wth. Hateithateithateit!
sigh.

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No Boundaries
Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe

Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
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Labels: restless

Happy fathers' day! (:
hope you enjoyed your day dad.
I owe you a present. hahah.
what?! it's true.


hmm people going to ICG tonight. Flying off to Athens, Greece at 1am! they're now at the airport, hehe I know cos alin just called me(: the trip sounds like fun, but before fun, concentrate on the comp first! Anw yeah, good luck guys.

I wonder, just how many overseas comps are there. many schoolmates have been flying off and going out of sing for some comp. in fact, so many that I can't count. but it's cool (: (;

I'm confused cos some people have been saying that they extended another week of holidays for us cos of H1N1. I doubt the government will do that though. Well, wait for news.

OHYEAH.
phua's birthday is tmrw. Can't wait to dunk him. HAHA.
Yay.
Eh nic, yay for what ah.

guess what i'm angry at now.


my damn phone!

ohman, it's gonna die soon. the screen is really bad and i can't see anything. well, yeah, almost everything can't be seen.
can't i give it CPR and then it'll be okay? anw fat hope. handphones aren't human, you nicole dope, toot.
argh! sad la. now i have to send it for reservice and when i get it back the stuff on the phone memory will be all gone.
and haha actually i should be angry at myself, not really giving tlc to it -.-
haha so the phone gets revenge!
lol omgg i'm so weird la. and lame. oh cool i just thought of this: i'm weirdly lame. or, lamely weird. AHAHA -.-

training today was okay. i felt super stiff. can't move fast enough.
tmr train with yjl/csc again.
not morning though, cos they're going ecp to run. afternoon just go and swimswimswim.


haha hilarious! hearing my sister filling out the forms with my mother's help are just really funny that i can't concentrate on blogging and make me just wanna listen to her. lol you see, i am weird.
but vikki says that weird= awesome.
haha that's a hypothesis.
i have yet to test it out and make it a theory (:
it's like chem. or is it physics.
IDK.
okay i give up blogging. multi tasking is just, difficult.
shall listen to the nonsense the family's talking about!
and it's not really nonsense. just stuff.

goodnight.

abcdefghijklmnopqrustvwxyz, now i know my ABC, next time won't you sing with me!

bleah.

today was fun but tiring. i guess it was still quite worth it though.
so anw after training (i was wondering if i could even make training-.-) went to downtown east. met almost the whole group for the wildwildwet thing for some team bonding (??) um actually the rides weren't that good, but it was the company that made it fun (:
after it we went for lunch, and it was super funny. HAHAHA OMG. i won't say though. too lazy to say.
then to EHub, for a movie, Ghosts of girlfriends past! lol was quite nice.
the guys ah, after that they went to the arcade and the played and played and, well, playeddd. the girls also played but not as much as them!
but soon we had to go home, so some of us split and went different ways la-.-
and blahblah, now i'm here.
and fast forward by five minutes, i'll be in bed. sleeping.
gnight! :D

i feel like crap.

this new song's not bad, it just sounds kinda draggy and it does sound a little.


21 Guns- Green Day
Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins.

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins.

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I


i like the lyrics too (:
to ALIN: haha yeah thanks Alin, no problem, if we have the same problem again we'll go to each other k? (: or if one of us have the same prob again we go to each other! hehe thanks also (:

manmanman wthwthwth. my group for the damn science project is practically gonna diediedie.
hmm cos hong yuan's not communicating and marissa is going overseas and dion has so many comps D: OH NO.
tsktsk.
i'll just try going with the flow.
or maybe that's a pretty bad idea.
sigh.

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it looked like i banged the keyboard but i so did not! i am human, i don't hurt keyboards at all. i just felt like doing this, bleh.
i think i'm becoming weirder (such a word??) and weirder.
WTH.

What if i've tried hard, but not reached it?
it just seemed so close, but so far away.
i'm more and more frustrated, confused, then i become impatient.
i've gotta find the reason why.
the only way to get there, is one step at a time.
One Step At A Time- Jordin Sparks
Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you're gonna get there
Is one step at a time

Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time.
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i'll always remember your words, give up, get lost, get out if you think it's too tough. it is very, and sometimes i feel like breaking down and crying. but i don't wanna let anyone down, including myself. i've gotta try and try, even if i fall, i'll get up again. even if bruises are all over me, i'll run till the finishing line. nothing can stop me, cos this time i'm gonna try my bestest. i've learnt this harsh lesson, i'm never gonna repeat that mistake again, i promise.
i really deserve this, it hurts, but it'll heal and get better in time. i'm sorry for all i've done. all that had hit me and all that i've done, gave me this comsequence.
was i weak? was i wrong? were you right?
was this meant to hit me? is this what life should be for me?
why's life at the downest of the downest? why can't i climb up? will i reach the top again?
all's up to me.

Come Clean- Hillary Duff
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no life
I defy

Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind


I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming...


Let's go back
Back to the beginning
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well, it wasn't meant to be perfect anw.
thank you-
Brendon, for telling me your under 18 story.
Ben, for winning the jug kettle thingy and making me laugh.
Kuna, for telling me it's okay.
Marc, for asking me if i'm okay.
Wan qin, for encouraging me.
Mr Guy, for hiding his disappointment and encouraging me.
Dad, for the very harsh scolding.
Mum, for being much gentler than dad.
Wendy, for being a nice senior.
the runners group, for being a great group.
plus a few more people, but can't think already.

Stop And Stare- OneRepublic
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...
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i don't know what's with the lyrics, sorry.
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but i have something to yay about now (:

Our Deepest Fear
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
-Marianne Williamson

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haha omg this is damn cool and cute (:

Life In Technicolor- Coldplay
There's a wild wind blowing
Down the corner of my street
Every night there the headlights are glowing

There's a cold war coming
On the radio I heard
Baby it's a violent world

Oh love don't let me go
Won't you take me where the streetlights glow
I could hear it coming
I could hear the sirens sound
Now my feet won't touch the ground

Time came a-creepin'
Oh and time's a loaded gun
Every road is a ray of light
It goes o-o-on
Time only can lead you on
Still it's such a beautiful night


Oh love don't let me go
Won't you take me where the streetlights glow
I could hear it coming
Like a serenade of sound
Now my feet won't touch the ground

Gravity release me
And dont ever hold me down
Now my feet won't touch the ground.

you are not who you think you are okay. you think that you're super important and all, so great and everything that you think everyone in the whole world loves you! that, is also totally not true at all. so shut up. pfft what crap la. i know you're good in your sport, but that doesn't mean you're great whole. and can't you have patience. for once. not like everyone is free and not busy like you huh. sheesh. you just turned my whole world upside down. you S.U.C.K. wth you. you're not worth my time so, HMPH. i shall stop, i shall be good (:
sigh. that sucked. if only i could say your freakin name out loud.
maybe i can.
but i shall not! resist the temptation (:
hehe today was an average today. guess i have nothing to say here, just the stuff up there.
whatever.

man. ytd's national juniors thing wasn't that good. i wanted to cut down three secs but plus three-d instead. sigh. how ironic. or whatever that word is. i forgot that word. but looking on the bright side, i gotta thank people (: yall earn credit (: hehe learnt that from tsaqif and he learnt that from nicole liaw! cool huh.
TSAQIF, for motivating me always!
MAGDALENE, for wishing me luck and keeping me company.
CHUNYEN, for keeping me company too! (don't worry i'll keep you company too (: )
JANNAH, for being an awesome friend!
LIYAN, helpin me with my problems (:
BRYAN, supporting me.
NICOLE LIAW, CHERYL, ROSHINI, CRESENT GIRL, DIONNE, CHARLYN! thanks for giving me a nice race ytd, but actually it was crap for me but who cares.
MR GUY, nice coach you are!
MY PARENTS, thanks (:
ALIN, having the same problem as me, helping me with mine too.
can't think of anyone else, i'll continue tmr cos there's training in the morning.